Feeling sad

The feeling will still remain in my deep heart core if i din speak it out. I cant speak out, kai bu liao kou ~I like her yet i dare not to tell her.. I dun wan her to do things for me because i dun wanna burden her, it should ME, who do things for her ~. She is too innocent i can said.. At first, i treated her like my little sis, but later on i fall for her i think... Gosh..she's a Christian and i'm giving myself excuses Christian girl cannot to be couple ..My parents will oppose it.. But i think that are just excuses.. Moreoever, she is someone very close to me that i scared if she and I together will become a gossip for others. The feelings is such... I like her yet i cant tell her....I wanna do something for her ~~ God pls give me some guidance ~I just read the msg she sent me again and again and have s slightest smile on my lips..Argh !!! I think i get better now after saying all these ....Time to sleep... God enlighten me pls !!!