So Dark and Lonely

It's currently 4a.m nw..I can no longer sleep anymore.. With the light switched off, i feel lonely deep inside my heart.. suddenly have such feelings and its hard to describe.. Feel that my friend circle is just very small.. Listening song in the dark room at the same time, it is such a horrible thing. Yet, what to do? I cant say out myself. I cant be the one who I wan to be.. I just cant be myself when i'm in the crowd.And now.. What i am is what am i ..